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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Robert Downey Jr. for Esquire Magazine May 2012

Robert Downey Jr. covers Esquire Magazine US, May 2012. More below.



On fatherhood and his newborn son: “I guess here’s what’s come to me in the last three weeks: That anticipation and fear are going to come back. Am I going to know what to do with them? Does any new parent, even if you’re not a first-time parent, ever really know what to do? Only thing you have to do, the only requirement, if you can hack it, is to not transfer your own discomfort in the moment to this fresh soul, right? You got to be mindful. I don’t want to be so confident in myself. It’s that balance between being relaxed enough to not be communicating anxiety and present enough to not be creating the very thing that you were anxious about by being so relaxed — because I’ve seen that parenting style, too.”

On his wife Susan: “If I picked for you the 10 worst moments of my life, they were probably the 10 most defining moments of my life. Whether they’re that complete rejection by a girl that doesn’t even know you’re crazy about her, and you are distracted riding your bike to school, and just as you look over at her, you take a complete ass-over flip into a shrub. And the girl just looks at you and keeps on walking with an expression that says, ‘Who is that schmuck?’ And that’s every bit as significant to me as the moment I met Susan, in a rehearsal space with Halle Berry in Montreal 10 years ago, and thought, Wow, she’s pretty damn cute for a boss.”

On being a hero: "Do I want to be a hero to my son? No. I would like to be a very real human being. That's hard enough. Every dad casts a shadow, you know? And that shadow is you're disappointed, you're resentful, or you feel so supported and loved you don't understand why life is so hard anyway — or, you know, it's so long and so dark that you can never step out of it, so you might as well not even try. Right? So. So hero to me is not applicable to the human experience. I think that we all do heroic things, but hero is not a noun, it's a verb."

On directing: "Looking back, the best thing on my dad's side was that he never capitulated. There was a point when he could have become this very mainstream, successful, big-house-in-Brentwood-type guy, and every instinct in him cried out to not do it. Clearly, a different generation and a different path for me. But there's still this part of my dad that lives in me, particularly as I'm starting to consider directing. Moving forward, there's this sense that if you capitulate to try to conform the seed of an idea you have that excites you, then it's just never going to stop."

On addiction: "A link between addiction and creativity? Horsesh*t. No, I never told myself that lie.
I'm not saying that the correctly timed intervention here and there is blah blah blah — look, it's valiant to go waste days, weeks, months, and years trying to fish someone you care about out of their own abyss. But if your intuition asks, Is this a big O.K. Corral ego trip on the part of the people who are going to say, "All right, we're going to go in and handle this"? Because you're not. You're not going to handle sh*t. No amount of effort is going to nudge somebody out of a situation that they deem is hopeless. And people sense when there's an ego trip involved, when there's a "I'm here to save your life!" It's horsesh*t. It's horsesh*t. I hate it. That's recovery vulturism."

On the advice that changed his life:  "The greatest thing my dad taught me came one day when I called him from a phone booth and said, "Hungry. No bus token. Please. Out of options. Friends aren't picking up the phone."
He said, "Pfft, get a job."
I couldn't believe it. He just completely stiffed me. I thought I had this guy by some sort of guilt hook still. I thought I could at least get five bucks or something. He said, "Call your friends."
I said, "I called them."
He said, "Get a job."
I said, "Dad, where am I going to get a job in enough time to get a paycheck and eat a slice of pizza?"
He said, "Enough."
And you know what, I made do. The next phone call was to some Irish chick whose dad was out of town, and I wound up over at her place. And pretty soon I had a job. I wouldn't wish that lesson on an enemy. But, you know, sometimes you just gotta be drop-kicked out of the nest. And by the way, I don't think those lessons are exclusive to your formative years. I think that human beings tend to keep re-creating some secret, covert mess as they go along. What do they call it in pop psychology — your comfort zone? I have such a deep empathy for seeing someone's private Idaho crushed. But it's the only thing that ever really gets you to the next level, right?"






Courtesy of Esquire

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